the steps i had taken in my teenager life...

making dreams come true

2009-10-20T00:59:00.000-07:00

spm comin already..few mre weeks left..after dat is prom! im sellin tickets btw, if any1 is interested, den can pm me. im doin performance along wif beng way n kai xiang too..so hope u guys will cum n support yea^^
thx^^ neways, long tim din cum here n update dy. things hav been gettin from better to worse den better agn.
frens doesnt seem to stay by ur side 4ever.i've said it thru experience. but i think thru amny problems u faced daily, u may realise hu ur true frens are. some mayb ur next lover, some mayb still b ur everlastin frens..whle others may jus turn their back..
one of my fren once told me, its no use to make urself to b pleased by others. jus treat ur frens well, n be good to ur close frens, den everything will b fine..
thru him, i tink i understand friendship a lil bit more..
anyway, to spmers! all de best n good luck in life..to all my frens, study hard!

love story!

2009-06-02T02:46:00.000-07:00

on de 29th of may 2009, me, kai xiang, beng way n joselyne had performed live in front of 500 hundred ppl durin teacher's day celbration..
de choice of song is love story which is poriginally by taylor swift..
aftre months of practice, we made it come true..
our hopes landed on de 4 mins of perfomance n guess wat?!!!
de crowd loves it! fuh! its feels reali nice to do sumthin n ppl love it man...
im reali glad we pulled it off at dat v moment..
my mates were reali cooparativefrm de 1st day of practicen we've plan to do 1 more durin prom!
so, i hope dat those hu saw us live will love us, n continue to cheer 4 us^^ thx

new era of happiness?

2009-06-02T02:36:00.000-07:00

few months had past so quickly, well many things had jus chg within de months.
some were gud n sum were jus bad..
sumhow i come to realise dat frens r nt everlasting, they come at tis moment n go away jus like dat.
mayb i sounded overdramatic, but blif me, its true.
they say true frens nvr lie to u..but i say true frens nvr leave u...
i realised dat eventhough i put in so much effort to offer my help to them although its nt much, they seemed to thank me n tend 4get all abt it.
i dun expect anythin in return, jus some appreciation would do...
jus so u know, i point tis out to all de ppl so dat they will realise dat its isnt easy to make frens, n maintain de bond..
as for me, im glad dat i have several good frens around me to help me go thru thick n thins..nt many, but a few..a few true frens..

as 4 de gud part, i finally managed to cover my guilt over him. we figured evrythin out, n it seems to b workin quite well between us. however, no matter wat, i know dat ter is a scar in our heart, n it'll always b ter no matter how much time had passed us by.
however, i learnt dat i hav to appreciate watver i hav nw, instead of worryin unneccessarily abt de future... everythin is in god's hand...AMEN...

form5

2009-01-25T00:47:00.000-08:00

de pressure is on man! lol.. tis year spm..wah damn long i din update here liao..
teachers are like pressuring us to study b serious and lol.. chinese new year tis week bz preparing n all...
today, nth musch abt my feelings... ters been ups n downs..
been havin deep desire for him..dunno whether its de correct thing to do or no...
lol.. complicated la all tis stuffs.. haih... my cny wish is to get good results 4 my examinations n get to maintain my relationships with all my frens.. dun care since wen 1 lo...
hope 4 much more better things to come ^^

test..haihz

2008-07-10T02:42:00.000-07:00

next week gt test..haihz..oh, i havent properly intro myself rite..
hehex..my name is carmen wong..de rest figure out yourself ba..hehex...
currently in smk KK... turning 16 tis year...form 4...
next week gt test..mus study agn.. reali reali lazy la...but its oni 3 days...
fortunately...after dat i will be goin out wif my frens to enjoy!! yay!! hehex..
well i guess that's all ba??? k la..see ya ^^

what else?

2008-06-17T05:12:00.000-07:00

took months for me to figure out de reason y i still go ter n to face all of it...
since dat, i din reali wanna wake up anymore...
recently i jus went out with my frens...my pet-bro was ter fortunately...
he managed to comfort me, my frens managed to cheer me up the whole day without even trying to...and i actuali feel much better on dat day...
monday, de next day, i was back to my skol life...
down, moody, or perhaps de word dat was commonly used by everyone...emo?...lolz
some told me to move on... but i tot dat being loyal is better...
although its impossible, i was still hoping, still waiting wanting to turn de time back again...
as impossible as it was, in the meanwhile, i jus spend most of my time in class with a few of my frens cheering myself up...
both priya n lavi accompany me to wander around de skol with happens to be fun ^^
my best fren gnet, is as cheerful as always, seeing her to smiley all the while, relieves me a lot...
sue ling n elaine... their advice are kinda useful at important times helping me making up my mind..lolz...
others, kept bullying me, caring for me, playing a fool with me, joke with me making me get to take all those things off my mind...
all i can say is...im dunno wat to do anymore..and...sorry...

newbie

2008-06-07T23:00:00.000-07:00

1st time havin a blog in my life...
in the middle of the 16th year of my life..
many said 16 year old, is de best n de sweetest year u will ever have...
however for me, its de opposite..
since de starting of de year, my life have been turned upside down...
wat was supposed to be de best became de worst...
wat was supposed to be de sweetest became de most bitter 1...
wat else could i say, de year of so called sweetness, is jus bitterness for me...so far...