what else?

took months for me to figure out de reason y i still go ter n to face all of it...
since dat, i din reali wanna wake up anymore...
recently i jus went out with my frens...my pet-bro was ter fortunately...
he managed to comfort me, my frens managed to cheer me up the whole day without even trying to...and i actuali feel much better on dat day...
monday, de next day, i was back to my skol life...
down, moody, or perhaps de word dat was commonly used by everyone...emo?...lolz
some told me to move on... but i tot dat being loyal is better...
although its impossible, i was still hoping, still waiting wanting to turn de time back again...
as impossible as it was, in the meanwhile, i jus spend most of my time in class with a few of my frens cheering myself up...
both priya n lavi accompany me to wander around de skol with happens to be fun ^^
my best fren gnet, is as cheerful as always, seeing her to smiley all the while, relieves me a lot...
sue ling n elaine... their advice are kinda useful at important times helping me making up my mind..lolz...
others, kept bullying me, caring for me, playing a fool with me, joke with me making me get to take all those things off my mind...
all i can say is...im dunno wat to do anymore..and...sorry...

newbie

1st time havin a blog in my life...
in the middle of the 16th year of my life..
many said 16 year old, is de best n de sweetest year u will ever have...
however for me, its de opposite..
since de starting of de year, my life have been turned upside down...
wat was supposed to be de best became de worst...
wat was supposed to be de sweetest became de most bitter 1...
wat else could i say, de year of so called sweetness, is jus bitterness for me...so far...